I mean, that's honestly all it is right now. First, he helped me find myself in God. Then, he helped me grow even stronger &be independent again, despite the 1-2 month break I had from him.
I'm at a point in my life where I really don't need him anymore ..yet, I find myself thinking about him more than ever; "Is he okay? What's left to do? What's next? The ball's in his court." Whatever the clutter in my mind says, the bottom line is: I miss him.
I don't know where you're at, what you're doing, who you're with, or what you're thinking.. but just know that I'm thinking about you. &I miss you. Like crazy. And I just thought you should know that.
Keep smiling ..even if you're not in New York.
yours always&forever,
<3
